That old feeling is still in my leaking heart.
To the one that got away,
I accidentally saw some of our old pictures together. While browsing my external, I found this one folder. I know I should stop looking right after I’ve read the title, but I did not. Convincing myself it’s okay to see you again even if it’s just in pictures, I opened it. I find myself smiling, looking at our pictures with my sisters and cousin. And I remember, we even fought because you don’t want to take pictures and you were too shy to interact with everyone. But you were still there and agreed to take some, from time to time.
There’s this one picture that brings back all the memories and the pain. A picture of us (you and me) with my sisters and aunt. You were staring at me, your eyes were glistening while the rest of us were smiling in the camera.. My God! You’re handsome. I got teary-eyed and regrets filled my heart. I don’t know why, but I feel the same pain I felt 2 years ago. I knew it, you really loved me before. But what did I do for you to change like that? For you to hurt me the way you did??
Yes, I’m still stuck. And I hate it!!!!!!! Someday ……..
Realizing I deserved better changed everything.
Do not make
out of people.
This will leave you
missing arms that
When trouble strikes, head to the library. You will either be able to solve the problem, or simply have something to read as the world crashes down around you.
I miss how you wanted me
I’m like that. Either I forget right away or I never forget.
Maybe one day we’ll meet again when we’re different people.
Maybe then we’ll be better for each other.